sOMethIng Is coMIng..

hehe..xmau cite byk2..nk tunjuk hadiah drpd santa claus yg baru pulang tgh hari tadi..yippieee...thanx u along n abg long..!!

err..pinky..euww..huuhu

along kate..pakai baju tu biar labuh..jgn nk singkat2 je..erkh....

so skrg..menunggu hadiah2 yg bakal tiba...hehehe... =)) ptg ni ade g nikah syikin..so nati nk taruk pix die nikah plak...erm..mesti nak tye..ko bile plak?? hahaa...nanti larh... sye masih mude belia remaja lagi..x akil baligh lagi...hahaa... ok.. till then..salam~~

wHat mOre do I NEed

hola..its my birthday yesterdayy!! 16 of december..hehe.. add another one year bebeh..and i started my birthday with ended a friendship..hell yeah..i am damn serious..but dun wanna talk bout dat..just anggap la aku dah kuburkan masa silam aku, letak elok2 dalam kotak pastu baling jauhhhhh2 pegi selat melaka..n it will never come back to me. never. ever at all...

what happened yesterday during my birthday..?? ehehe..nothing so special xtualy..just like ordinary day..lagi now kt umah..xtvt yg sama..just penuh la inbox hp ngn meriah kt wall facebook aku ngn wish2 n doa2..thanx to all..

im looking forward for next week coz santa2 claus aku sume, insyaallah will back home..menanti hadiah krismes merangkap hadiah besday la from akak2 n abg2...plus, of course kena celeb birthday aku..x kesah la lambat pun..yg penting aku nk potong cake jugak..bukan makan sgt pn..just xnak terlepas feeling potong kek birthday tetiap tahun tu..hehe..

dah tambah tua setahun..diulang..TUA..yes.im getting older, my age getting shorter. just have a thought in mind..in my 23 years old, am i having enough? i am so grateful in my life, i still have my perfect family and also frens..n close frens who always support me..

i still have a matlamat for what i have to live.. not like certain people yg xtau, ape tujuan dieorg hidup sbenar nye..sedih kan?

and as its my birthday.. i want to change something about me..its.. about my sikap..yg very very hard to share anything n everything about myself..maksud aku..bukan share bnde yg sedih jea..kekadang benda yg hepy2 pn aku x suke share..aku lebih suke, aku sorg je rase ape yg aku rase..sometimes aku rasa sikap aku ni sgt keterlaluan..if ade probs yg sgt besar pn, mustahil aku akn share ngn parents aku..ngn kwn2 lg x lah..bile dah sgt kritikal, baru aku reveal..hehe.. n aku bleh concludekn yg sikap aku ni berkaitan dgn harga diri yg sgt tinggi...or EGO..yup..im egois person..sebab tu aku x suke share..x suke org tau kelemahan aku..n sikap ni sgt lah buruk...

sometimes, aku x suka share coz bg aku bnda tu x penting utk diberitahu pd org lain..padahal bg org lain tu, perkara tu sgt la besar..entah la..so..i think to have my own blog is one of the way for me to change this sikap kan? at least, aku leh kongsi bnde2 yg dlm kepala aku ngn korg2 kan..kn?

ok la.enough dgn bebel2 tu..nw nk cite balik pasal smlm..mlm smlm disebabkn birthday aku, maka abg aku yg poyo si ajib tu pun ajak la mkn kt luar.sama acik jgk..maka bergerak la kami 3 beradik g makan sate kt slim after maghrib..my favourite tu..

yummy..sate sebelum dimkn..

perghh..saje nk bg niece aku yg kt czeh tu jeles..hahaa

inilah antara penyebab lebihan cholesterol dm badan..hurmm..

maka, berakhir lah birthday aku untuk tahun 2009 nie..n a day after my birthday, its awal muharam..add another reason to me to buang all the sikap2 yg maha buruk tu..n diganti dgn sifat2 mahmudah..mudah2 mudahan..another a year ni, umur aku akn dipanjangkn..dimurahkan rezeki..dipermudahkn segala urusan..dihilangkan segala kesedihan..diberkati dlm kehidupan..insyaallah..amin2 ya robbal alamin..

eid adha 2009

hello..yeahh im so pity of myself now bcoz i have no other thing to do other than eat, sleep, facebooking n watch the little nyonya every 6pm..haishh.kalau ade duit kepuk2 dalam bank mau harus aku melancong g jepun skrg nie.

so now aku tgh dlm plan nak menekel ex husband natasha hudson tuh, datuk shahrin zahari duda yg masih bergetah itu.ahaks.kot kalo die nak kt aku la kan.korg doa2 kan la, kalo jodoh aku ngn die aku mmg xkan lupe korg tau. tepuk2 tangan.

ok lah.xde ape sgt nak mengarut kat sini. just nak uploadkn gamba masa 10 zulhijjah bersamaan raya haji aritu. alah, raya biasa2 je.just petang raya tuh pegi merisik untuk abg aku kat sungkai. ye la..g membuang masa di petang hari raya kan.kira g beraya la tu skali. so the engagement day will be on 25 december, insyaallah. hope xde ape2 aral melintang pukang lah. jadi mari lihat gambar2 yea!

yeay..tugas kite sbgai wanita untuk memilih cincin yg kite suka..lelaki, sile bayar..hahaa

macam hantaran nak g pinang puteri gunung ledang neh..hihi..

her ayah n our ayah

tuan2 rumah..

org2 yg dtg semakkan rumah tuan rumah..hehe..

family matters..budak2 kecik cm sahaye dok blakang ajea..

kaum2 ibu berbincang soal harga barang yg kian tinggi

kaum2 bapa plak borak pasal harga rokok yg makin x munasabah..hahaa

terikat sudah dirikoo..

emak sye suke nak dpt menantu..yeayy

ape2 pun..anak bongsu tidak dilupa..hihii..

acara makan2 kami x penah tinggal..

aisyah sorg2 jek gegurl kt stu..

sekian je gamba untuk berita hari ini. sape2 yg rase ada keje kosong untuk aku yg gajinye 3 ribu sejam bleh contact aku asap ok!

::HATE::

merah warna darah.darah tanda benci.

i never wanna put something about my love life or something dat soo emotional in this blog xtually.but anyway..tonight, someone has pissed me off...n yes, im overemotional rite now..u say hi to me, i'll reply, go somewhere else n get drowned bitchy.

i dun want him. n i dun love him. really.n i know that. i just still can't get him out of my mind. i need time.moreee time. eventhought its more than two years now.. but, who's care? sukati i la kn. as long as i never disturb anyone else, n i stll x terfikir nak bunuh diri lg, its all right..

but, there's a girl who is xtualy out of frame now try to make me crazy.everybody will think dat she is soo nice, she is soo angel..but i know u slut gurl. u are damn bitchy ever. i hate u yesterday, now, tomorrow n forever..believe me, u mess with me once, i mess with u better.

n now he said im overemotional. after wat u asked from me. r u afraid that i will tell her everything? heh..dun wory im still not out of my mind. but i can't promise it will last long..after what happened tonight..i probably will destroy ur life when the time is right..n again, believe me...

i hate u n i hate her. seriously, wat goes around comes around..u'll get the pay when the time is come. if its not from me, its from our God honey..n u slut damn bitchy gurl..take off ur mask, show us the real u!

gloOMmy teuSdAy

hi..still owe 2 entry here which is bout eid adha n kpr 09..but..today just wana share bout other thing..

wake up in da morning just to know one of my mate at UiTM once time ago has gone.. she died because of car accident..yes i know dat mati.itu.pasti..it just..its happened all of sudden..

death is nature's way of telling u to slow down.really. i was like lost for the whole day..there's a lot of thought in my mind..am i ready enough to face it when the time is come...?where is my destiny at the end..n at last..i come to the very final queation..why do i live...? for what?

have u ever think about dat to? at least..for once...i may not a good person..i may made sins..i may not ready enough to go..but who us to stop everything from happen..its all back to our one and only..Allah the Almighty..

death xtualy is more universal than life, everyone dies..but not everyone lives..yes, believe me.
im so grateful that god have give me a chance to breath..until today..n until dunno when....al fatihah to dearie yatee n kak emy..may god always with both of u..moga sentiasa dicucuri rahmat olehNya..amin...