Aku menjadi manusia paling pemalas nak update blog skrg ni. Tp bila aku bukak nuffnang ade jgk insan 2 yg sudi bukak blog aku bila aku tempek2 entry vodoh2 je takat taip 1 2 perenggan. terima kasih terima kasih. huu. Harini tetiba rasa bersalah sbb x sambung entry ni yg psl aku konvo tu padahal sblm ni xde rase bersalah pn malahan buat2 lupa ade hutang satu entry walopn ingat je. ok la aku rajin malam ni, so aku sambung ea ea.
Last aku story aku smbung diploma microbiology kt uitm shah alam kn. aku kn xde la pandai sgt, final exam pn result ok2 je la. tp alhamdulillah bejaya gk habeskn diploma tu sbb leh dikatakan aku blaja main2 je. huhuu. plus masa nk masuk sem 6 tu aku kenal dgn someone. Encik Syed . then aku dpt offer smbg degree in sciene biology plak kt uitm shah alam tu, kira masa tu rasa hidup da cukup perfect da, de diploma, smbg degree, ade bf yg hemsem sgt **ptui. haha. tp kuasa Allah sapa yg tau kn,perancangan Dia lebih baik.
So Syed left me masa aku bru nk sit for final exam for my first semester. we are just too young, i was begging him like gila la kn mintak dont leave me sbb when i love, i love hard. huhu. but u know, boy is boy la.. so my final exam was a disaster n i got expell from uni sbb the cgpa is sooo damn low kn. Well im not blaming syed, or others or sape2 pn. its my own fault la i can't handle the situation n my emotion. when i hurt, i hurt bad, lucky me for having such a wonderful family yg x marah lgsg but support me tru all that dark time. mcm zaman gelap je rase huaa.
I said kt my family that sciene bio is so damn hard for me tp sebnarnyeee. hee . anyway im the person yg xkn senang2 putus asa, i applied again for upu n my first choice is degree in sciene microbiology kt upm. I x rasa leh dapat pn tp ahh i wont give up easily. application tu buat masa bulan february tp result will just come out at the end of june. so i worked as manager kt cafe my cousin from january until may i rasa. During that time, i learn to be matured, to be independent and to be strong. Ye la masa kena tgal dgn syed tu i felt like the end of the world tp actually die yg rugi sbb x dpt aku kan kan? =p
So i remembered the date its 28 june 2008 i got a confirmation sms that i have been accepted to upm for course sciene microbiology. hehe. see? never give up, u'll get what u want. yg penting usaha n doa. tp. aku malu la jgk. aku ni jahat tp Dia still bg aku peluang kedua utk further study. =( Syukur sgt2 masa tu.. mmg btol, Dia ada perancangan yg lebih baik kn?
So, aku kembali ke pangkuan microbiology for 3 years again..xdpt any excemption kredt pn n the subject for first sem tu susah like helllll for me. i didnt pass one paper n in fact i still stuck with that paper until my final semester. but again, never ever give up just face the problem. mmg journey aku nk dpt degree ni penuh linangan air mata laa huhu but i know Dia tau apa yg terbaik utk aku kn. Maybe bg certain org jalan hidup dieorg senang je. masuk matrik after spm then terus smbg dgree habes, terus dpt keje. well thats not my story la.. mmg berliku skit kisah hidup aku ni tp well, ade org yg lg susah dr kita kn?
Finally 2011, aku da habehkn jgk laaa degree aku ni. evento bila aku bgtau org kos aku dieorg akn like, huh whats is dat? microb? tp aku bangga nk bgtau aku dh bejaya dapat diploma n degree n microbiology. hoyeahhhh, usaha 6 tahun terbayar susah. thanx berbanyak2 to my parents laa ofcos n my abg2 n kakak2. u all semua my shining knight hehe. sumpah dieorg la nyawa aku.. takde dieorg mmg putus hayat la huk especially, along angah acik n kekmy. kakak2 aku ni la suport me with everythin. abg ju, abg ad, abg edy n ajib lak abg2 aku yg mmg xkan kata tak bila aku mintk tolong. n ajib hehe thanxxx sbb suport henpon baru masa last sem.
Well, tu la cite aku. tak best pn kn? hee. kalo korg berjaya baca smpai habis tahniah aku ucapkan. =D ok da ngantok ni ok bai.
p/s eh later la ea aku post gmba konvo. hee. dh basi.
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