Change.

Salam.

I've been away from here for so long. Been busy with life? naah. Not really. Quite shocked blogspot have a new face. hehe. I should learn how to make a post again.

What I wanna write actually. Have no idea. huhu. Well, Im not really an old Awin, perhaps. Im now in a stage to know myself. Life, it is just about two thing. Syurga or Neraka. Which one you choose? I was from a SMKA. A stand for Agama. 5 years there, still cannot change me to become a good muslim, a good muslimah. I might say, I know hukum, I know do and don'ts. But I still do sin. Why? Because of my faith is not strong enough. My heart does'nt feel afraid to do dosa.

Somehow, when i grow older I realise this is not real me. I am a Muslim. I want to be a good muslimah, a good daughter, a good hamba, a good friend. Alhamdulillah, Allah had open my heart to change to be someone better. My past, Im not there anymore. I wanna leave it there and never turn back.

Hope Allah will ease my way. Amin.