PearL of My heARt

eventhough u really want it..u put an effort on it..u feels so excited about it..but when Allah say NO..means..u won't get it..and Allah knows better what is da best for u..

salam~

now at home already..will spend a week holiday..with..absolutely nothing to do..heheh..just wana clear my mind and my feeling which in upside downs this few weeks..hurm..title entry for this time is actually about....my anak2 sedara la.. =)

i never realy2 show how i felt about them..never said i love them..or miss them...me are me right..? heartless.heh.

but for sure....ma su syg korang a lot lah..more than a lot...aish malu2 nk ngaku~~

this is my anak sedara yg sulung..azyana who is furthering her study now at czeh republic..evento u just call me awin, i tau la u syg kat i..hehe....
she is a strong gurl with a strong heart. really. sanggup jauh from family to achieve her dreams. n of course, u know that i'll always pray for u rite..?? i'll be waiting for u here to settle our promise to get married on the same day..hahaa.. =) n ma su rindu sama kamuuuu!!~ can't wait to celebrate raya with u this year dear~

n now...this my three honeybee..hehe...
qaisara, farhan n faris...n i didnt meet them for almost 2 years.. T__T they are now staying at UK with their mom...i mish them a lot...sob2...kakak, abg pa'an n adik faris cepat2 la balik malysia jmpe ma su...aish.taleh nk ckp byk2 psl nie.sedih bangat.love u miss u need u.muaahhhx!

anak2 buah yang lain...azywan n azylinda..jumpe u all masa kenduri pakteh bulan depan ok... =) n to anak2 buah yg kecik lg nie..afnan n aisyah..nakmo nakal2 ea...afnan yg suke gigit2 ma su ni..nanti la..ma su gigit2 die balik....aisyah lak, mmg copy paste ma su..suke nanges.. =)

spesis loyar buruk cm aku gak budak 2 org neh..huh.

u r resemble me aisyah..n u got my eyes...hehe..

yg ni..erm...xtau nk ckp ape la.....rakus...

kepada ank2 buah yg baca entry ni..heheh..malu la ma su.... (=.=")

n to my upcoming anak buah tis april...welcome2..dun wory..u will inherite da kecomelan drpd ma su..okay..~~i love all of u..remember that...~~

p/s two fridays...n two cry...both because of the different guys..get up awin..u r strong n tough girl..never let anyone make ur tears down anymore..n never never put a hope to anyone who never appreciate u~

may God bless~