to wAlk On eaRTh is a miracle.

event: Malam Apreasiasi Keunggulan Tradisi
place: pullman hotel, putrajaya

date: 27 feb 2009 - sabtu
theme: batik elegance

me. are the ajk persiapan plus pengangkutan.the runner bus.the ajk perhiasan.the ajk angkat2 barang.plus.the usher.

do u know what's the worth fighting for?

when its not worth dying for... does it takes ur breath away?

and you feel yourself suffocating?


does the pain weight out the pride?


and you look for a place to hide

did someone break your heart inside?

you're in ruins

One, 21 guns
Lay down your arms
Give up the fight
One, 21 guns
Throw up your arms into the sky,
You and I

when u are at the end of the road

and you lose all the sense of control

and your thoughts have taken their toll


when ur mind break the spirit of your soul

your faith walks on broken glass

and the hangover doesnt pass

nothing's ever built to last.you re in ruins

one. 21 guns
lay down your arms
give up the fights
one, 21 guns
throw up ur arms into the sky
you and i

did you try to live on your own?


when u burn down your house n home?


did u stand too close to the fire?

like a liar looking out for forgiveness from a stone


when its time to live and let die
n u can't get another try

something inside this heart has died
you are in ruins

one, 21 guns
lay down ur arms
give uo the fight
one, 21 guns
throw up ur arms into the sky

i NeeD 25 hours.a dAy

loosing my weight after two hard weeks..
ehehe..~suke2..nanak kurus.. yeayy~~

been busy with.
test n test n test.
assg. arabic. microb. reportsss.
preparation for dodgeball.karnival 35 tahun KTDI.
preparation for the fac nite.

duhh. kill me. please. im exhausted. minded block. tension habes.
feel like nobody. around me. understand what im going through. haish.

i miss him~

dats all. what i feel now.

salam~

i choose the other way to live II

hehe. 2 post dalam masa x sampai 24 jam.. apekah..??

aku tgh mengalami halusinasi kot sebab nak face exam esok..~

n arini.. aku syukur sgt2 sebab aku X MATI...huh.. alhamdulillah umur panjang lagi..

excited la tu nak tau nape.. =p

hehe.begini ceritanye adik2.. masa aku g cafe nak lunch tadi. (dipaksa makan oleh ayu sebab seari suntuk just mkn sesuap nasi).. lepas tu. masa nak bayar kt kaunter, cermin kaca kt tmpat nasi ayam tu pecah berderai btol2 kat tepi aku..berterabur kaca habes (mcm hati aku la)..uhu.. nasib baik. diulang NASIB BAIK...aku elak sikit jek. kalau tak..dah terpacak agaknye kaca tu kat leher aku...mmg xde hampun.. abes la aku jadi hantu kat cafe tu..nasib hantu ni cantik..hihi~

faliq: ok la tu kalo kena. ko dpt MC. takyah amik exam esok...
aku: baik aku mati trus je faliq. takyah amik exam dah sampai bebila.....~

kemudian.kisah tragik ini dikhabarkan kepada adik tersayang..

zul: huh. apsal ko nak mati kat cafe plak? xleh mati tempat lain ke?
aku: err....~

mmg la budak nieh......

ape2 pun. mmg la. nak ckp. mati ni x kenal masa. x kenal usia. arini aku selamat. esok lusa? ntah la..aish. before jadi ape2. baik aku mintak maaf kat sume insan2 yang aku rasa pernah buat dosa..eheh~

salam~

i choose the other way to live.

dan bila hilang kasih manusia pada kita, biarkan ianya hilang..
asalkan kasih dan rahmat Allah sentiasa ada untuk kita..
apalah yang ada pada kasih manusia berbanding dengan kasih Allah kepada hambaNya.

salam~

seems like just yesterday, u were a part of me
i used to stand so tall, i used to be so strong
ur arms around me tight, everything it felt so right
unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong
now i can't breath, no i can't sleep
im barely hanging on
here i am once again
im torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought u were the one
broken up, deep inside
but u won't get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes
i told u everything, opened up n let u in
u made me feel alright, for once in my life
now all thats left of me is what i pretend to be
so together, but so broken up inside
swallow me, then spit me out
for hating u, i blame myself
seeing u, it kills me now
no i dun cry on the outside anymore
no

p/s gudlak utk dri sendri yg ade manyakkk test esok.uhu.

to let my soul free.

haish..after a long pause..sorry la inche blog..saye meninggal2 kan anda..tak terniat pun kat hati ni sbenarnye..tp keadaan internet connection yang maha lembab mengalahkan siput babi mengandung 8 bulan ni..memang buat aku rasa malas jek nak buat ape2..even nk updated status facebook pun dah tak bernafsu..uhu..

sekarang ini.dah minggu ke 9 babe. wallah.. lagi 5 more weeks to final..preparation? heheh...usah ditanya la..hati aku dah meronta-ronta dengan tangan terkapai2 nak balik umah this 12th mac..ajib kawen..so apebende-lain-berkaitan-sekolah-ni...aku mcm layan tak layan jek..oho..kalau ayah aku baca blog ni, kirim salam je la kau awin...~~

xtually nak update pasal MAKT aritu..nak taruk pixs yg banyak2 tu..coz aku mmg xkan la taruk pixs tu suma kat fb..tp x sempat nk menyedut lagi pix tu kat orang2..maka.. aku tangguhkan dulu niat suci murni tu..tunggu la 2, 3 ari lagi ke..or next week ke..coz..jumaat ni aku dah start with bacteriology test (dr janna's killer paper) which first test aritu aku bernasib baik la dapat lebih separuh markah untuk paper die tu..gagaa... n for the next monday..... aku ade 3 test..ye..TIGA...mcm first test aritu gak.. 2 paper nye ialah paper yang kalo boleh, bila bukak je buku nak study die, aku dah muntah2 mcm ibu mengandung..hoho..(too many word mengandung eh? tgk kakak ipar layan anak buah cm besh jea. oh mak. saye nak kawen!)

n then after that, test biasa2 je plus the bunch of assigment need to be submit before week 14..then the final exam n then i'll start my practical for a month..Insyaallah..time goes by so fast, right? rase mcm baru smlm jek masuk upm nie...ni tengok2 dah nak masuk final year.. sedih?? oh..no~~no..lagi gembira ade la coz dah tak yah ngadap buku2 n kertas2 ni...

tp..bile tgk frens yang dah kerja..cm sedih gak la..... aish. tp just remember.. Allah dah tentukan yang terbaik untuk aku..n setiap orang ade bahagian masing2 kan kan?

ohoo..banyaknye words kat sini. mesti naik menyampah dah baca kan an?

anyway.. jap. nak share a lyrics yg sangat aku suka 2,3 menjak nie..selalu berkaroake bersama cik FAZLIN masa clas inorganic chem..ehehe..

usah biarku bersendirian..usah biar hatimu ditawan
usah biar diriku di sini seorang menunggu tanpa teman
usah lepas genggaman tanganmu
usah biar semua berlalu
usah terlupa perasaan hati
pertama kali kita bertemu
ku tak peduli apa sebabnya
engkau dan dia harus bersama
mendungnya langit bila berkata
kita patutnya masih bercinta
usah lepaskan....~~

hoho..mmg la jiwang saye ngn cik fazlin ni ye..hehe....ni lagu taufiq batisha..sedap n sedih la lagu die..kire kalau baru putus cinta..kalau tengah makan, dengar lagu nie..mmg penuh la pinggan tu dengan air mata...~

xtually. motif taruk lirik ni kat sini.ialah nak ckp.. jangan la bersikap mcm org dalam lagu tu.. bila semuanye dah berakhir, dah tamat..just lepaskan la..let it go..lama2 simpan dalam hati pun, xkan boleh ubah apa2 kan kan? move on. coz bila kite masih terikat dengan kenangan lama, sampai bila2 pun, kite xkan tenteram.

so dengan senang hati saya nak sebut nama seseorang yang memang x boleh nak sebut dalam beberapa tahun ni..iaitu.. syed nabil. past is past. i won't regret it, eventho it takes half of my heart n strenght to forget what had happen. i may fall, but im not stupid for still hang on. u choose ur path long ago, while im still lost. but now i know, to let go u meaning to let my soul free..~

mak ai. panjang nye entry ni. tu la..lame ngat x update..suma bnda nak cerita..huhu..ok la. wait for my MAKT's pixs ea...salam~

p/s i mmg suke buat p/s thingy nie =p good luck for sape2 yang ade test. especially to my dear. hehe. ^_^