kEm peNdeDahAn RekReaSi 2009 (ii)

hola..as promised, tis is da second chapter of KPR'09..

story begun on 16th of november..ari isnin..woke up early in the morning, tumpang my abg g keje n amik bus to pekan tapah..asked azrail to ambik me kt stu about 9.15 pg..but mcm hampeh mamat2 tu baru bgun tido after half an hour aku jual muka kt dpn kfc baru la mereka muncul..geram jek..

sampai2 sana..sume pakcik2 nie bru bukak mata..

john: "yea2...awin dah dtg.."(dgn muka yg bersinar2)..

eleh..bkn happy psl aku dtg tp bcoz my mom dah siapkn bekal sarapan utk dieorg..nasik lemak ngn bihun..celik2 mata dah boleh isi perot..mmg la shegal..

sambil2 pkcik2 tu mkn aku lena la kt tepi tu psl aku bgun awal oo..kul 6 pg tu bgun..bukan senang nk bgun pg2..miracle n ajaib..baring2 atas carry mat safwan ngn guna sleeping bag die..selesanye...

dah abes dieorg mkn..nk g mandi plak..aku nak ikot..tp sape nak jaga brg..akhirnya, aku yg berstatus 'kakak ' ni kena la beralah kt 'adik2'...

aku: " weyh kalo ade org gila dtg nak culik aku bwk lari camana?"
safuan: "bawah sana tu ada parang"

ceh..kejam..aku pun terpaksa la buang2 masa, baring2 nk tunggu dieorg yg bertolak dr upm tu sampai...aish..lamanya...

this is something dat can calm my nerves...

he is my heartless n cruel pres..haha..

mereka setelah kekenyangan..

sye masih solo..makcik2 sile pilih sye jadi menantu

john jejaka sopan sapu sampah gune payung aku..

saye solo, die tidak.

almost 1pm..sume peserta2 KPR'09 sampai..n sume org bizi la angkt brg, psg khemah, psg menten, siap2 nk masak utk lunch..

n tetibe..poi dtg kt aku dgn bermuka cemas..

aku: "apsal babe?"
poi: "weyh, telur suma tetinggal dlm bus la. 120 biji tu.."

aiseh..byk tu, nk biar pon x bleh..so sbgai ajk pengangkutan, aku call pkcik tu, mitak die berenti kt mane2, aku n poi n ita nk rush pegi amik telur tuh..Misi Menyelamatkn Telur!
so, pkcik..err akak bus tu call n ckp die tunggu kt plaza tol tapah..poi pn pecut la g sana n hampehnye, akak tu tnggu di sebelah tol sna..meaning, kiteorg xleh masuk la jap lg kna bayar tol la plak..so, me n ita, rush la g lari2 kt bus tu amik telur n then lari2 patah balik..kiteorg lari2 di highway tu ok! mmg sgt kelakar..aku, lari2 sikit berenti gelak dlu..lari skit berenti gelak..hahaa..ade ke sape2 penah lari suka2 kt highway?? n setiap kete ke hape ke yg lalu sementara kiteorg lari tu msti hon kteorg..ape jadah ade 2 pmpn gilaks ni lari2 kt sini?

huhu..sempat amik pix masa tgh lari2 di highway..

n then..da setel sume.balik semula ke kuala woh..n tros start da camp lah..everything gone smooth je..buat xtvt ptg..mlm buat ice breaking, main game polar bear di mana akulah yg jadi polar bearnye...hehe..n lebih kurang kul 12am..da start first xtvt which is solo walk n terus ngn solo drop..serious ckp, solo walk tu mmg x mencabar psl jalan die maha besar..tar lg tu..masa solo drop pn x menakutkn.ramai sgt fasi2 yg jadi hantu g kacau2 peserta..ceh..

xtvt stop almost kul 5 lebih.. alhamdulillah xde ape2 jadi la..selamat semuanye..balik camp site aku tros tido coz mmg ngantuk gile n bgun kul 9.30..huhu..subuhku selamat..n pagi tu da ready utk base to base nye xtvt..aku ngn kucau jaga base haverseck..n pastu tros nk g trekking..yeayy2..besh..!

nway smbung for da part (iii)..n esok raya haji neh..kena g masak..uhu..

kEm peNdeDahAn RekReaSi 2009 (i)

hehe..lame x nulis..agak2 bizi n malas...

anyway now at home..spending my cuti soo wisely with eating n sleeping..n waiting for soo many upcoming wedding event, merisik event n bertunang event..adehhh..

huu..xtualy..wana story about my camping at kuala woh last week..well, i finished my exam on 12th november n da camp start on 16th nov..so untuk x mmbuang masa n duit, i made a decison to just stay in college until da 16th..but, masa tgh pack2 barang on da 14th nite, cik zul n shila called me.. bdk2 lelaki ni kena g sana awal coz nk tgk trek..but skrg xde transport..they asked wether there will be any transport from da pekan tapah to kuala woh..n as i know..no any other transport lah..maybe ade keta sewa..but...x sure..so..sume org buntu..n at last, i called my brother n ask him wether he can drive us to kuala woh from da simpang lah..dat means, from UPM, me n da other 6 guys ni akan naik bus sampai simpang..dari sana my abg amik n antar tu kuala woh..n my abg said..OK...

so cik zul ckp, 'esok pagi kite gerak dari sini kul 7 pg okeh..sume org bgun awal.' n me..like..really? aku nak kena bgun awal ke..huhu..balik2 aku tros siap2 tido awal coz takut x terjaga esok..tp dek kerana mata ni dah x leh nk tdo awal pasal masa exam selagi kul 4pg xkan tertido..dlm tergolek sana sini tu mata pun terpejam...(-.-)...

bila pg esok nye aku terjaga..tgk2...OMg!! dah kul 7.35 pg..uhuhu..11 misscall n 3 msg kt henfon..tros call cik zul..

'sorry aku baru terjaga..huu..'
'oii cepatla kiteorg da siap neh..lama da tunggu..'
'ok2..bagi aku 15 minit..'
'jam aku skrg 7.35..tally ngn jam ko..lepas 15 minit..ko kna ade kt sini....'

x dnga ape dah..zupppp..aku pn lari2 g mandi siap suma n 14 minit pastu dah jalan ngn dieorg g tgu bus dah...hehe...

huhu..aku x suke mewarna..maka..aku jadi photographer jekk..

harta2 yg maha penting untuk budak2 yg asalnye dr hutan..hihi..

6 lelaki warga asing termasuk sorang lelaki african-australia...haha..

acara wajib dalam bus..tido...zz..zZZzz....

bila sampai kt tg malim..my bro called n said..'awin, changed plan..aku amik ko kt slim, nati ko g kuala woh naik kancil..aku kna g banting ade keje'.. er..maksudnye..aku kna hangkut pakcik2 ni sume dtg umah aku lah..uhuhuu...6 org tuh..lelaki tuh..cepat2 call mak aku bgtau nk bwk 6 lelaki warga asing dtg umah..

sampai2 umah jek..makan..lepak2..tido..n pas zohor cmtu, aku, azrail, zul n bayau gerak dlu g kuala woh..lpas tgal kn zul n bayau kt sana dalam serba kekurangan, kiteorg gerak balik umah aku..smpai2 umah..kucau, safwan n john sedang enak dibuai mimpi..sabo je la..

b4 gerak pegi sempat lagi kutip rambutan blakang umah aku..kelakarnye si kucau pijak zink yg tutup kolah blkg umah aku..pastu bleh plak jatuh..habis patah zink tu..haha..ko budget ko ringan ke kucau..??

pastu bile dah setel sume..dieorg pn gerak la..n aku? tgal kt umah la..xkan nk g skali dieorg..nak tdo mana nanti..lain jantina da..aku tdo umah, esok pagi aku tumpang abg aku g keje tros g sana lah..

so..there's the end of da story utk hari tu..the very longgg 14th november.huhu..so, tis story will be continue nanti ek...banyakkk lagi kesah2 menarik masa kt kuala woh nati..ade best, ade gaduh..ade merajuk..hehee..tunggguuuuu

oNe Last bReaTh

urhhh...at last..my exam is over. wuhhuu..relieved..lega..gembira..happy..rasa nak lompat2 guling2...n nak jerit satu doniaaaaa...im freee..free like a birddd..aha. sorry. kind of hiperbola.eheh~

well..exam is like am holding my breath every moment when i need to face the paper. rase sesak nafas yg teramat sgt but i still need to breath until the end. its suffocate me. really. but as my status is still a student, me n exam are like a mixture compound dat can't be separated. at all. sebati.

as for da mycogy paper tadi, da question is OK la..not dat hard n not dat easy..sOO average. uhu. dunno wat da outcome, just hope n pray for a good result..Insyaallah.. nih mari daku tayangkan pix rakan2 ku yang baru lepas habes exam tadi...mereka mcmane? entahlah... gile maybe? aha.

muka suci, hati masing2 kejam.ngahaha

ouwch..tolong jgn budget chumel

so, officially, i've finished my third semester here in UPM..ngaa..believed it? yeahh..im half done here. n wat can i say bout my life for nw? suck? euw..not really..i ain't happy much n also neither hurt much.

watever it is..im still in a journey. to find what i want..n to know what life is. until my one last breath..

i live the way i want
i do anything to prove myself
n i dun need u to judge me
as u r not dat nice n 'clean'...
me r me
i may made mistakes
n maybe i'll repeat it..
but just let me clear my mess
n u..
stay out of my frame

haRi Ini....

sye rasa sgt despair hari ini
sye pn xtau kenape
sye layan gossip girl dr kul 4 pg smpai 10 pg
n then sye tdo balik smpai kul 1tgh hari
nasib baik sye xde buahati, kalo x dah kena tinggal

bile bgun sye mandi mkn n solat
pastu study ala kadar utk next paper
baru sye sedar
perasaan sye hari ni
same mcm perasaan 2 tahun lepas
masa sye tgh dalam situasi yg sgt2 lost
hilang semangat
hilang harapan
hilang sebab untk hidup
kenapa?
itulah..sye pn xtahu kenapa

kemudian, sye lelapkan mata semula
kerana sye rasa lemas n rimas
sye xnak nampak cahaya
sye tutup tingkap, langsir, juz gelap
macam sye pernah bina dinding sekeliling sye
untuk elakkn semua
elak sakit..dan tanpa sye sedar
sye jugk elakkan gembira
sye hidup dlm keadaan sederhana
tak terluka
dan tak bahagia

dan bila dinding tu sye robohkan
sye tau sye mula jmpe gembira
baru kenal nak eja semula perkataan ketawa
tp..
seperti biasa
akhirnya gembira tu xde makna apa2
sebab gembira lawannya derita

dan hari ni
perasaan 2 tahun lepas tu dtg semula
tanpa sebab apa2
dan takde sebab sye nak kenang semula
sebab sye tau ape pun perasaan sye hari ni
sye masih ade sebab untuk hidup
untuk mak, ayah n keluarga
yg paling penting, DIA yg satu
masih sayangkan sye

iTs ForbiDDen.

salam n greetings to all.wahh.saje je nak tunjuk yg aku sgt rajin update blog aku utk permulaan neh.muahaha.

nway, finally i got a sms from someone that i waited for tis few days around 7.15pm tadi. mix feelings when i read the text, its nothing much xtualy..but there is a few options how can i reply him...the options are...

A. 'we really should stop tis, can't anymore'
B.'stop texting me. i dun wanna talk to u.'
C.'i hate u n go away!'

or....

D.none of the above.

well..always happened when its come to choose da best, we chose da wrong one. some goes to me. i dun have a GUT to stop tis..its forbidden. its not about im going to hurt da people dat respect me, seriously, i feel nothing about dat (bad, i knoe)..but i starts to feel hurt when u away n dats da cue dat i have to leave.for good.

give me time. i'll make this clear.
give me strenght. i'll let u go.
give me little bit gut. i'll just stop this.all.

u call me a bitch.
i dun really care.really.

off for now. biochem paper tomorow. 2-4pm.uhuh.

tHe cLimb

salam n greetings to all. wow. at last i start my own really blog.aha. bukan x pernah terfikir since my frens ramai tnye, awin u xde blog ker? n my answer is 'im not a sharing person..' =) as for me, blogging is a way to a person to tell n share with everyone about everythin. n im not a kind of person who will share everything..literally la..tp..i juz view one of my senior mase skul punye blog..n seriously..she is just not share everything about herself..but also her determination n path to achieve wat she have rite now..ok, ok..she's not my idol k..tp..yeahh she's great! n da blog 2!

well..i bukan la nak jadi mcm die as blog ni pn i rase maybe just a way to reduce my stress sumtimes, n i knoe dat i love to write but i just hate to share! aha. tp, x salah untuk mencuba kn? there's always first time for everything.. =) of coz when we write, we hope someone to read, kn? anyway..untuk i yg baru mcm budak2 belajar meniarap nieh, i dun mind... =) will ask help from my frens yg dah expert berblog neh...

n tis blog is created at da time when tomorow i have biochem examination.haha.serious! agak2 dah hilang akal dah aku nieh..huhu.so time to off now kna smbung belajar n belajar.huh.till then yarh..