semangat Yg hiLang..~~

yeayy..i thought dat i have no clas for the whole day..but..rupanya..arabic clas at 5pm..kt fbmk plak tu...huh..

so, with the heart full of spirit..bersiap2 nk g clas arab kul 4.30pm..still not raining,just renyai2..but still bawak my payung coz i dun want any air hujan kena badan i nanti..hehe...then, when arrived at fbmk, masyaAllah..hujan turun sgt lebatnye..nasib baik, nasib baik..ade payung nie..

dah tu, jauh gile plak dr bustand tu nk ke sanggar bahasa..aish..hujan nie..kena jalan nie..sabar2..semangat awal sem xleh padam..kena tabah n cekal..

makanya..dengan semangat berkobar2 smpai gak kt makmal b, tingkat 3, sanggar bahasa tu..iskh...masuk2..duduk kt kerusi yg empuk tu..ni tgn da gatal ni, hati dah meronta2 nk blaja arabic ni..tetibe...ternampak sumting yg memusnahkn hati perasaan n jiwa aku ni..rasa putus cinta kali kedua..sob2.... T___T

ni ha mendenye ------->


arhh..kejam2..korg suka2 jea mematikan niat suci murni aku..meredah hujan nk ke clas tau dak..menci2... T___T

sudahnye..aku pn balik le kt bilik..n...tidoo..lg besh.huh.

jalan2 ke seremban.

iye..tajuk sangat bosan n lame..tp..da malas nk pikir..hehe..

ehem2..salam..x dapat nk mengupdate 2, 3 hari ini..been busy with all kind of life things..entry ni sgt bnyak perkataan..kalo rajin, baca la..kalo xmau, tape..ta kesah.. =)

selesai sudah majlis pertunangan my bro, ajib n perkahwinan my dear mate tasha..pixs sume da taruk kt facebook yea..g2 la usha sane..yg penting..make up i masa kenduri tasha..sgt..ehehe..santek.. thanx to tukang make up, cik fana... =)

today already in UPM, started my class already at 8 am n..da lecture continue da class until 10 am evento tis is just the first class! huh..kijam..nk buek camno..tadah je la telinga..huu

anyway, entry arini nk cerita journey aku ke kenduri tasha kt seremban, hari sabtu haritu..ade beberapa nama n tempat kejadian yg terpaksa dirahsiakan untuk mengelakkan sebarang salah faham..hehe..

ok..first..bertolak from shah alam at 10.30 am..me with fana naik keta fana la..promise to meet with others at R&R seremban at 11.30..ahli2 konvoi ni iala..aku, fana, oyien, azim, pak tam (pakwe oyien), nije, asma, razi, nyok n wanie..tetiba pa'an call ckp nk ikot..tunggu pa'an kt R&R seremban sejam..hurmmm..so bertolak la dr situ pkul 12.30pm...

kt depan keta kiteorg masa tu ade la keta yg berplat numbo CCC 26**..pastu teringat tgk cite avatar tu..

aku: fana tgk plat die..CCC..i see u..cm dlm citer avatar smlm..hehe..
fana: ye ar...

n jalan masa tu mmg lah jammed yg amat sgt..dlm hati da ckp..ramai sgt ke org nk g kenduri tasha..ehehe...pastu dh menghampiri susur keluar ke senawang tu slow skit..pasal ade org accident langgar blakang kete org kt tepi jalan tu..n then, biasalah..rakyat malaysia yg prihatin kn..mata mesti nk tgok ke luar, nk nengok gk apebende yg accident tu walopn xde mender pon...n tetiba..mata aku tros pandang depan..n...

aku: fana!!!! (jerit nama fana dgn kuatnye)
fana: arghh!!

gedegang..!!!! yeah..itu la yg terjadi akhirnye...keta fana pulak langgar blakang keta yg kt depan tu..iaitu kereta i c u tadi la..hurghh..mmg terketar2 la gak tgn masa tu..terus kluar keta..yg dilanggar tu plak ade family uncle indian..nasib baik xde paper n sempat brek..kemusnahan yg berlaku tu pun kurang la sikit..uhu...

kereta uncle tu pn x teruk sgt n die pn x marah2..just mintk kteorg g ikot g workshop n terus kira sume kt sana jea..alhamdulillah..nasib x kena maki ke hape..huuhu...pastu berkonvoi la kami beramai2 g workshop plak...kena dlm rm160..ketuk n cat..erm.yg uncle tu plak dok busy2 tunjuk jalan ke umh tasha kt kteorg..hehe.. to uncle n family..thanx yu n sorry sgt2 yea..kami bersalah.. huu T___T

setelkn pasal keta tu kejap ajea..nasib baik la..pastu..troskn pejalanan ke umh tasha..sampai dlm lebih kurang kul 2pm..tasha pn da lama sanding..smpai2 jea kiteorg tgkap2 gambar n tros mkn...masa tgh makan...ade la mr x (bkn nama sebenar) ni tgk2 aku smbil senyum2..ehh...pelik ajea..

aku: ko naper pandang2 aku senyum2 nie...??
mr x: erm..aa..xde pe..geram tgk ko..pipi tu..rasa nk cubit2...
aku: aa..(x tercakap ape2 lg da..tunduk2 sambil sipu2 malu)

weyh..seram laaa.....hahaa...

seterusnya acara tangkp2 gmba kt dlm blik pengantin...lepak2 tgu tasha balik dr outdoor photography...then bila tasha balik salam2, peluk2, tgkap gmba lagi...then blah dlm lebih kurang kul 4pm..aku tumpang nyok psl aku nk blik KL masa tu...masa masuk highway tu..aish..jammed sejauh mata memandang..huu..tp..aku x sedar ape sgt2...psl....aku tido kt blakang..hahaa...nyok ngn razi ngumpat2 kt depan..eleh... =p

hehe..=p

farhana..farhan..farhana..

nak banyak2 lg pix de kt facebuk ea..kt sini..ini je la ade..hehe..congrate to my dear tasha..da jadi isteri org da.. =) love u tasha!!!

laWaTAn sAmbiL BlajA..

xde mood nk update blog..tp nanti basi plak..huhuu

mulanye..cadangan ke kuala woh, tapah..mandi2 dan begembira jek..tetibe along bg cadangan nk g teluk batik..on ajea..tetiba..nak g pulau pangkor plak..aish..makin lama makin jauh plak..makanya..terjadi la lawatan sambil blaja ke pulau pangkor yg dihadiri oleh ahli2 kuarga encik musa pada 22 disember 2009 ri selasa...

ahli2 rombongan terdiri drpd..

encik musa b abd wahab
puan noraini ismail

encik abd aziz b long
pn liza hazimah musa
azywan abd aziz
azlynda abd aziz

encik roslee mat jidin
puan harisom anida musa

hanim hamizah musa
ahmad sajidin musa
farhana nazwin musa

makanya..bergerak la kami seawal 8.30 pg..dgn bekalan makanan untuk dikunyah2 di dlm kereta..aa..yg penting b4 g..iala...withdraw duit dlu aa..pasal aku dh pokai utk minggu nie..hehe...

linda mowek acik moweksgt budget comel

sampai kt jeti lumut lebih kurang kul 11am..naik feri ke pangkor dlm kul 11.30..arrived at pangkor almost at 12.15pm..pastu g amik van kaler pink yg byk2 je kt tepi jeti tu..

pengarah n pengelola rombongan beli tiket fery..
duta pangkor fery.rm 10 pegi balik.dlm 30 minit smpai pangkor.

indie band sama old skul..huhuu

dgn kakak ku the librarian yg maha poyo

mamy dgn teacher liza yg selalu bagi ceramah tanpa tajuk kt aku..

ni..xda komen..hahaa

ye..sila gossip..huhuu

kalau u x balas cinta i..i terjun fery ni tauuuu

tu kapal lanun

band nasyid versus band pop yeh yeh

van pink.satu trip rm80.ok la berbaloi..

pastu..tmpat first pegi iala..kota belanda..smpai2 je situ..terus dgn bongkaknye ahli2 rombongan ni ckp..

"aa..xper..kiteorg xmau turun..tgk dr dlm van da.ni dah pegi nie..xde pape perubahan pun.."

ceh..mmg x bleh blah..

pastu..pegi la tgk pantai sana sini tp x singgah pun..bersiar2 la katekan..n then, singgah ade tempat cina ni..ape namanye tah..ada la replika tembok besar cina kt situ sama ular..aku je yg gedik2 amik gmba..yg laen, dok kedai bwh pokok, minum air kelapa..ceh lagi...

tempat shooting the storm warrior

hihi..pose spesel kami..

dah lepak2 stu dlm half an hour, blah..g tempat jual brg2 laut..agak kaya la jgk tokey kedai tu masa kiteorg smpai..dah sume tgn dok menggapai sana sini maen amik jea..haha..di luar kesedaran...

seterusnya..lokasi terakhir iala kt pantai teluk nipah..kt situ ada la tempat2 jual, tmpt mkan..n tempat pantai plg ramai org. n then xtvt paling digemari..shoppppinggggg!!

tetiba ringote watcha say henpon aku bnyi plak..ade org tu call..hihi.. =))

ok2..lari topic..ade abg aku call ckp nk naik bot kul 2pm..aish..ganggu kegembiraan aku shoping jek..pastu g la berboating kt pulau2 sekitar tu..ade pulau teluk man, ade batu bentuk buaya la, penyu la..menarik la jugak..

shopping tyme!!

jalan2 nek bot

dah habes pusing2 situ dlm 40 minit jek..balik kt pantai..n dlm kul 3pm, van pn dtg amik kiteorg balik ke jeti..pastu naik bot balik dlm kul 3.30pm..4pm da smpai balik lumut..tros gerak ke teluk batik untuk solat2 suma..

on the way balik singgap jap kt teluk intan, amik gamba menara condong jek..hihi..xde la plak pix kt sini..ada dlm hp akak aku yg poyo tu..sampai umh dlm lebih kurang 8.30 mlm..makanya tamat lah lawatan smbil blaja utk kali nie..to saper2 yg teringin nk g pangkor tu..bleh la..menarik la jugak destinasi nye..tp korg pegi tu, g la bermalam..baru feeling skit..nk bulan madu ke.. hihi..=))

k la..till then..salam..

sOMethIng Is coMIng..

hehe..xmau cite byk2..nk tunjuk hadiah drpd santa claus yg baru pulang tgh hari tadi..yippieee...thanx u along n abg long..!!

err..pinky..euww..huuhu

along kate..pakai baju tu biar labuh..jgn nk singkat2 je..erkh....

so skrg..menunggu hadiah2 yg bakal tiba...hehehe... =)) ptg ni ade g nikah syikin..so nati nk taruk pix die nikah plak...erm..mesti nak tye..ko bile plak?? hahaa...nanti larh... sye masih mude belia remaja lagi..x akil baligh lagi...hahaa... ok.. till then..salam~~

wHat mOre do I NEed

hola..its my birthday yesterdayy!! 16 of december..hehe.. add another one year bebeh..and i started my birthday with ended a friendship..hell yeah..i am damn serious..but dun wanna talk bout dat..just anggap la aku dah kuburkan masa silam aku, letak elok2 dalam kotak pastu baling jauhhhhh2 pegi selat melaka..n it will never come back to me. never. ever at all...

what happened yesterday during my birthday..?? ehehe..nothing so special xtualy..just like ordinary day..lagi now kt umah..xtvt yg sama..just penuh la inbox hp ngn meriah kt wall facebook aku ngn wish2 n doa2..thanx to all..

im looking forward for next week coz santa2 claus aku sume, insyaallah will back home..menanti hadiah krismes merangkap hadiah besday la from akak2 n abg2...plus, of course kena celeb birthday aku..x kesah la lambat pun..yg penting aku nk potong cake jugak..bukan makan sgt pn..just xnak terlepas feeling potong kek birthday tetiap tahun tu..hehe..

dah tambah tua setahun..diulang..TUA..yes.im getting older, my age getting shorter. just have a thought in mind..in my 23 years old, am i having enough? i am so grateful in my life, i still have my perfect family and also frens..n close frens who always support me..

i still have a matlamat for what i have to live.. not like certain people yg xtau, ape tujuan dieorg hidup sbenar nye..sedih kan?

and as its my birthday.. i want to change something about me..its.. about my sikap..yg very very hard to share anything n everything about myself..maksud aku..bukan share bnde yg sedih jea..kekadang benda yg hepy2 pn aku x suke share..aku lebih suke, aku sorg je rase ape yg aku rase..sometimes aku rasa sikap aku ni sgt keterlaluan..if ade probs yg sgt besar pn, mustahil aku akn share ngn parents aku..ngn kwn2 lg x lah..bile dah sgt kritikal, baru aku reveal..hehe.. n aku bleh concludekn yg sikap aku ni berkaitan dgn harga diri yg sgt tinggi...or EGO..yup..im egois person..sebab tu aku x suke share..x suke org tau kelemahan aku..n sikap ni sgt lah buruk...

sometimes, aku x suka share coz bg aku bnda tu x penting utk diberitahu pd org lain..padahal bg org lain tu, perkara tu sgt la besar..entah la..so..i think to have my own blog is one of the way for me to change this sikap kan? at least, aku leh kongsi bnde2 yg dlm kepala aku ngn korg2 kan..kn?

ok la.enough dgn bebel2 tu..nw nk cite balik pasal smlm..mlm smlm disebabkn birthday aku, maka abg aku yg poyo si ajib tu pun ajak la mkn kt luar.sama acik jgk..maka bergerak la kami 3 beradik g makan sate kt slim after maghrib..my favourite tu..

yummy..sate sebelum dimkn..

perghh..saje nk bg niece aku yg kt czeh tu jeles..hahaa

inilah antara penyebab lebihan cholesterol dm badan..hurmm..

maka, berakhir lah birthday aku untuk tahun 2009 nie..n a day after my birthday, its awal muharam..add another reason to me to buang all the sikap2 yg maha buruk tu..n diganti dgn sifat2 mahmudah..mudah2 mudahan..another a year ni, umur aku akn dipanjangkn..dimurahkan rezeki..dipermudahkn segala urusan..dihilangkan segala kesedihan..diberkati dlm kehidupan..insyaallah..amin2 ya robbal alamin..

eid adha 2009

hello..yeahh im so pity of myself now bcoz i have no other thing to do other than eat, sleep, facebooking n watch the little nyonya every 6pm..haishh.kalau ade duit kepuk2 dalam bank mau harus aku melancong g jepun skrg nie.

so now aku tgh dlm plan nak menekel ex husband natasha hudson tuh, datuk shahrin zahari duda yg masih bergetah itu.ahaks.kot kalo die nak kt aku la kan.korg doa2 kan la, kalo jodoh aku ngn die aku mmg xkan lupe korg tau. tepuk2 tangan.

ok lah.xde ape sgt nak mengarut kat sini. just nak uploadkn gamba masa 10 zulhijjah bersamaan raya haji aritu. alah, raya biasa2 je.just petang raya tuh pegi merisik untuk abg aku kat sungkai. ye la..g membuang masa di petang hari raya kan.kira g beraya la tu skali. so the engagement day will be on 25 december, insyaallah. hope xde ape2 aral melintang pukang lah. jadi mari lihat gambar2 yea!

yeay..tugas kite sbgai wanita untuk memilih cincin yg kite suka..lelaki, sile bayar..hahaa

macam hantaran nak g pinang puteri gunung ledang neh..hihi..

her ayah n our ayah

tuan2 rumah..

org2 yg dtg semakkan rumah tuan rumah..hehe..

family matters..budak2 kecik cm sahaye dok blakang ajea..

kaum2 ibu berbincang soal harga barang yg kian tinggi

kaum2 bapa plak borak pasal harga rokok yg makin x munasabah..hahaa

terikat sudah dirikoo..

emak sye suke nak dpt menantu..yeayy

ape2 pun..anak bongsu tidak dilupa..hihii..

acara makan2 kami x penah tinggal..

aisyah sorg2 jek gegurl kt stu..

sekian je gamba untuk berita hari ini. sape2 yg rase ada keje kosong untuk aku yg gajinye 3 ribu sejam bleh contact aku asap ok!

::HATE::

merah warna darah.darah tanda benci.

i never wanna put something about my love life or something dat soo emotional in this blog xtually.but anyway..tonight, someone has pissed me off...n yes, im overemotional rite now..u say hi to me, i'll reply, go somewhere else n get drowned bitchy.

i dun want him. n i dun love him. really.n i know that. i just still can't get him out of my mind. i need time.moreee time. eventhought its more than two years now.. but, who's care? sukati i la kn. as long as i never disturb anyone else, n i stll x terfikir nak bunuh diri lg, its all right..

but, there's a girl who is xtualy out of frame now try to make me crazy.everybody will think dat she is soo nice, she is soo angel..but i know u slut gurl. u are damn bitchy ever. i hate u yesterday, now, tomorrow n forever..believe me, u mess with me once, i mess with u better.

n now he said im overemotional. after wat u asked from me. r u afraid that i will tell her everything? heh..dun wory im still not out of my mind. but i can't promise it will last long..after what happened tonight..i probably will destroy ur life when the time is right..n again, believe me...

i hate u n i hate her. seriously, wat goes around comes around..u'll get the pay when the time is come. if its not from me, its from our God honey..n u slut damn bitchy gurl..take off ur mask, show us the real u!

gloOMmy teuSdAy

hi..still owe 2 entry here which is bout eid adha n kpr 09..but..today just wana share bout other thing..

wake up in da morning just to know one of my mate at UiTM once time ago has gone.. she died because of car accident..yes i know dat mati.itu.pasti..it just..its happened all of sudden..

death is nature's way of telling u to slow down.really. i was like lost for the whole day..there's a lot of thought in my mind..am i ready enough to face it when the time is come...?where is my destiny at the end..n at last..i come to the very final queation..why do i live...? for what?

have u ever think about dat to? at least..for once...i may not a good person..i may made sins..i may not ready enough to go..but who us to stop everything from happen..its all back to our one and only..Allah the Almighty..

death xtualy is more universal than life, everyone dies..but not everyone lives..yes, believe me.
im so grateful that god have give me a chance to breath..until today..n until dunno when....al fatihah to dearie yatee n kak emy..may god always with both of u..moga sentiasa dicucuri rahmat olehNya..amin...